Wedding Details

I've been planning on marrying my fiance in June 2013. The actual date I have not set because, I was to have a beach wedding and due to weather, I'm putting the date off to the last minute. I want a remote setting on the beach, and a very intimate ceremony. Of course, I have waited to do everything, I still do not have a dress or decerations picked out. I feel like I'm in an up and down process, on what to or how to do it. I listen to all of my family and how they would like things instead of listening to my heart. I've even considered pushing the date off til' next year so maybe I will be more organized. But to keep from having to do that I've took to the internet and different sites such as Pinterest to look at cheap ideas, that look very romantic. My family isn't the most supportive and his family really have not tried to have any input in it. So sometimes I feel like I'm the only one fighting for this to happen which, at times can be very discouraging. I don't want to be dissappointed with myself for not making this happen this year but then again when your the only one with any ideas or putting forth any effort it makes it so hard. I have been waiting my whole entire life for this one day but it seems like every road I take leads me to an empty in, so at this point I'm pretty open to any suggestions I can get.http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=046MuD1pYJg
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